Will You Understand?

you're handsome. 

beautiful even. 

but i'm not the kind of person that feels comfortable coming out and saying it 

just 

like 

that.

at least not to your face. 

it's difficult enough saying it here, knowing you'll find this and read it.

and at some point you'll even realize it's about you. 

i went to go get something from my room.

you told me:

"i kinda sortof really think i might be love you."

i stopped. turned around. walked back to you.

kissed you. 

i told you: 

"i know i'm in love with you."

why don't you remember?

anyway, it's become apparent that 

i don't know how

to be romantic anymore.

i'm sorry.

yours until the pigs fly,

alessondra marie