Unstoppable and Unmovable.

i question myself,

"why..."

you use your mind reading abilities and send me a cliche,

"anything to make you smile..."

i ask myself how i got here. 

i never saw you before. 

but i think you saw me at the first hello.

you drive me crazy. 

you put me in my place.

you're almost as unreasonable as i am. 

your logic is that of a child, but yet it's thorough.

all your actions are deliberate. 

you're conniving. 

all the traits i thought i wanted someone to lack, you have in abundance.

you're stronger than me. 

i hate that. 

you're more experienced than me.

i hate that. 

you do what you want when you want.

i hate that. 

so much.

i've never done this before. 

i've never been with someone strong.

someone that gets it. 

you get it. 

i hate that.

but the thing is

i like you

and i kind of sort of really like depending on you. 

stop being stronger than me.

i don't want to be a dependent.  

oh my goodness.

i'm so fucked. 

yours until the pigs fly,

alessondra marie