i've failed to communicate my availability.
it's frustrating; i want to scream in their faces
"i'm right here. all for you.
i'm here for you."
but it'd be insensitive to yell.
perhaps it's insensitivity that will convince them that i am here.
i feel like god with all the power.
but yet i feel so helpless because i don't know how to convey that i can help.
i watch you suffer, and i have no idea what to say.
i feel responsible to fix it.
i feel responsible to fix you.
but i don't know how.
i just know how to love you.
yours until the pigs fly,
alessondra marie.
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