i have an inability to effectively express how i feel. i can successfully voice my thoughts, but when it comes to my feelings, i am unable to distinguish them through anger and frustration, and triumphantly convey them.
the good lord knows that i love to voice my opinion. i have very strong beliefs, and i am not easily wavered.
but the one thing that never fails to confuse everything i am comfortable with are my feelings. they turn on me. i have been painted into an absolutely hopeless slave.
hate me.
pity me.
hold a grudge against me.
love me.
trust me.
please just forgive me.
self-love.
self-loath.
hope.
me.
you.
us.
perhaps one day i can completely disclose how i truly feel.
as for now, i'm not sure the world is entirely ready for the extensive spectrum of feelings i am capable of feeling.
yours until the pigs fly,
alessondra marie
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